I feel literally challenged right now

I have made a pledge to read 20 books this year. I have roughly 2 months left on the calendar and so far I have completed 16 books in total. I have 4 more to go and I am really hoping for a miracle to happen. Reading is not happening in November as I will be busy writing instead. Fuck me for taking on ridiculous projects and challenges that will somewhat do me more harm then good. To summarise my entry today is that I HAVE NO TIME! Gawd... dafuq am I doing with my life and it's almost the end of 2013. Sigh...